tvhater

swollen gland

Fri, 27 Mar 2009 02:44:54 GMT

I want to kick and scream, I want to laughm dance, bounce off the walls.

I want to go

crazy

but

keep my sanity

I want to

live and die all at the same time.

I want to be free but locked down

I want to love

I want to go but I always seem to

stay.

Fear

Sun, 15 Mar 2009 22:01:03 GMT

One of my fears are that education will be obsolete or at least corrupted. That Televisions will soon be the teachers of brainwashed students. Parks, nature reserves, museums, hiking trails will all be torn down to build shopping malls and housing developments. Budgets will be cut in our schools. The music, theater and art programs will be pretty much obsolete. i dont want the following generations after us be a bunch of media zombies. I look at the children today and frankly I'm concerned. They have little computers and they are walking around with television shows in there pocket, no joke. I use to work as a day care superviser at a YMCA and the kids would literally have little screens that played 15 minutes of dora the explorer. It scares me how parents just throw their childern infront of a television to shut them up and yes understandable it is a lot to deal with (the screaming children I mean) but thats the point where you sign them up for a dance class or something of that nature and if not , if you just want to be lazy about your child's development than I suggest you dont breed because you are just breeding the next generation of zombies.

Sorry needed to rant.

Living

Sun, 15 Mar 2009 00:39:11 GMT

If we focus to much on dieing we will miss life

love

Wed, 04 Mar 2009 08:20:36 GMT

Love

How is it possible for love to be so strong and than fade into something completely different in just a months time. Does that mean that is was never love to begin with ? It just had some other logic behind it ? besides love? Or am I really that jaded that emotions can just fade away? I dont know if its just a clean slate? or if its a delusion. How am I suppose to know the difference? I question everything so everything has a possibility behind it or something other explanation. Im going crazy in my head. I know this whole thing sounds so depressing but in my eyes its beautiful. Love or no love its a possitive thing. I am asking so many more questions and getting some answers but im trying to figure myself out. Arent people suppose to be figured out by now or is this a life long journey ? Only I have the answers....

Beautiful

Mon, 02 Mar 2009 04:00:52 GMT

Snow makes the world seem quit. It just calms everything down. I feel so at peace right now.